Wednesday, July 28, 2004
wheeee...i had good reports today man....like...everything was good except for my history and geography...i can't understand why i didn't excel in that...Mrs.Stevens said that i'm not made for that subject...i so totally agreeeeee...and i was reading cammie's blog...she thought that wolverine was colin firth...like..erm...colin firth was in LOVE ACTUALLY and WHAT A GIRL WANTS...sigh...sometimes she gets so muddled up..that's the cute thing about Cammie....you muddle upperer...ahaha....anyhews...i'm still really distracted....from what you left behind for me..you mean so much to me....i'm depressed...i'm sad..i CAN'T CONCENTRATE! i love you too much..too much..its so much to bear.....all i can do all day is be hurt all over again and again and again...i dun wanna be hurt...i dun wanna be hurt....i broke down again when i was pretending to sleep after the reports today...i just hugged you and cried.....and pretend to me when you have another girl...i dun wanna get hurt again...please don't hurt me anymore...please....i'm f r a g i l e....just this fragile heart...fragile heart...-breaks-i'm falling....and my head finally can rest on something real...i like the feeling of it..cos its in reality....Pieces, pieces of me....breaking up and going into you....i'm this bitch that can be pushed around...thanks...
tammy bass-ed her way out