Wednesday, October 27, 2004
.there's gotta be more to life.i've got it all.but i feel so deprived.i go up i came down and i'm emptier inside.tell me what is this thing i can feel like i'm missing and why can't i let it go?
today's day was fine.i liked my day today.but just to make an exception.i have to save up more cos i hafta buy mabey some bigbig shirts she wanted.tsktsk.ask so much.HAHA.jkjk.i'm much too glad to buy for her something.after what i did to her.i still have to repay back like.SO MUCH.blaming her for the belt thing on her.its ALL MY FAULT.i still can't let it gooo.so yeah.MABEY.IF YOU SEE THIS.I'M SO SORRY I BLAMED YOU FOR ALL OF IT.I'M SORRY I MADE YOU CRY AND CRY LIKE SIAO.SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!phew.i let it go.at last.i thought i couldn't do it.but i have.i'm so sorry mabey darling.SORRY!haha.
today.mrs.richardson and mrs.corby didn't come to school today.haha.instead we had this old AHMA taking over mrs.corby and retarded ms gibson taking over mrs.richardson.my gawd.like.she's so really retarded.she got fired cos she couldn't take care of herself.LET ALONE TAKE CARE OF THE STUDENTS.my gosh.ee.then.aiyoness.she was screaming her head off when we weren't even talking?like.she must be on crack or something.heehee.the AHMA.was preventing me from touching the beloved drums.and the beautiful electric guitars.like.WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER.then.she finally let me touch the PIANO?tsktsk.and she said that she would let me if i played a nice song?KUKU HEAD.everything i play is BEAUTIFUL.hee.everything.i played blue suede shoes and smoke on the water and twist and shout.my sister is shit.she's reading my posts.how pissing.BAH.
ok.continuing.I HAVE MY HISTORY SPEECH TO DO TOMORROW.ARGHHHHHHHHH.I'M SO FRIGGIN SCARED.but.i shall be determined for the worst.GUESS WHAT ELECTIVES I GOT?MUSIC 1 AND TEXTILES AND DESIGNING 2!I'M SO HAPPY.but i really wanted french.nevermind.i shall take it outta school hours.like as in.out of school.hehee.oh.and today.we settled out the problem of MISS O'SULLIVAN AND MRS.CHAPMAN.I LIKE MRS.CHAPMAN.she actually comes round and helps us.ms o'sullivan DOESN'T.that pisser offerer.and mrs.chapman teaches us stuff.SHE DOESN'T?my gosh.i hate her.and she squashed our fimo and she blamed dear mrs.chapman.WHAT A BLAMER.that BLAMERER.tsktsktsk.
mrs.chapman helped me with my fimo and made my pendent more nicer.ms o'sullivan DOESN'T.though i do like to suck up to her.SUCKERRR.oh and i just remembered.there's this billabong girl model that looks like RAVINDER.how cool.they look so much alike.haha.
anyway.i hafta go now.byebye.
tammy bass-ed her way out
