Thursday, February 10, 2005
BEN DOESN'T BOTHER ABOUT ME.
I'M SO TRAGICALLY SAD
WHY DOESN'T HE????!!!!
NEVERMIND
i have other people to think about and worry about.so.that should take my mind off him for a while.
LET MY BRAIN RELAX FOR-A-WHILE
well.
at least second crush isn't as bad as him
BEN DIDN'T ADD ME IN HIS MSN.MORE TRAGIC-ER
AND HE HANGS OUT WITH THE OLDER KIDS.
that kinda hurts me.cos.we're trying to be his friends but he doesn't wanna be our friends.and he invited like.my sister and older kids and su-ann and joyce for his birthday partaye
but not the people from his age.he didn't invite me or camille or rachel or even JOANNE.
i was like.crying the WHOLE NIGHT.wondering what we've done wrong.and the more he doesn't wanna hang out with us.the more we dao him and all.and guess what he said.the sec two batch is
CHILDISH
just because we like to laugh a lot and have fun doesn't mean that we're childish?OMG.and just because he's like the oldest doesn't mean that he can like.call us childish?he's still the same age as us.
i got so pissed when he said that.AND MY SISTER GOT ALL WAYS TO MAKE ME JEALOUS.WELL.STUFF THAT IN YOUR FACE MAN.IT MADE ME MORE HURT.SHUDDAP AND LISTEN TO YOURSELF FOR ONE MINUTE.DO YOU THINK ITS NICE TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT?NO.ITS NOT.
i reallky wonder why i still have this stupid crush on him.
pfft.
today at school.we had the best day.we had to sit in different places cos it was cold and rainy.so.yeah.we went under shelter.HAHA.
it was so fun.
and when i came back from my locker.alicia was asking these stupid questions about me going to england.
she was like.tammy.how was england?and i was like.er.HURH?!
and then she was like.NAH.ITS ALRIGHT.SHE'S JUST JET LAGGED.haha.
she's so funny.
AND THEN.
she said that she saw marissa die and got eaten by rats.and she said that the body was DECOMPOSING.
so.
we called her deco marissa as in decomposing marissa.and she was like.what?!and then we repeated it again.and then she was like.what?!
and then alicia explained it all and she almost fell off her seat laughing like crazy.
AND HER LAUGH IS SOOOOO CONTAGIOUS[sp?]
yup.so yeah.and that was at lunch time.
i forgot to bring my CAS homework back so i have to make up0 some excuse to tell mrs.boss that i forgot my book and everything.
oh.
i've made one up already.
"mrs.boss,i brought the wrong book back so i didn't get to do my homework.i PROMISE this won't happen again."
YAY!
I'M SUCH A GOOD EXCUSER.
HEHEHEHEHEH
but.i think i can only use that once.
piece of shit.I HATE CAS.
mrs.boss doesn't even KNOW WHERE LEVITICUS IS?
I'M YOUNGER THAN HER AND I KNOW IT?
woah.she needs to go for a bible retreat man
haha.
SIGH.STUPID COMP.KEEP SIGINING IN AND OUT.WAH LAU.DADDDYYY.FIX THE STUPID COMPPPPP.THE MODEM IS SIAO ONEEE.
AND DAN KONG WAS ONLINE JUST THEN. I TALKED TO HIM.SO EXCITING MAN,I BET YOU RACHEL WASN'T TALKING TO HIMMM.
NANANIBOOBOO.
i'm so much luckier than her.
sigh.
LUCK IS SOMETIMES ON MY SIDE.
BUT MOST OF THE TIME.NO IT ISN'T
sigh
I TALKED TOO MUCH!
RAGING HORMONES.
ARGH.
UNCONTROLLABLE
HYPOSUCTION
tammy bass-ed her way out
