Wednesday, February 23, 2005
if you dream it,you can become it
today was alright.mommy had to wake me up.i couldn't hear my grandmumsie calling me.i guess i was too tired to notice her theree.
slept quite late last night.cos jiejie joos had to do some last minute erm.packing up for school?or cleaning her folder up.or something around there.gogo and i were like.waiting like for half an hour and she kept saying.yeahyeah i will finish in like.5 minutes.she obviously doesn't have time management man.
i'm quite freaked out.we're going against alquintas tomorrow.ARGHHH.
they're good i think.i saw the guys play.they were like shit good man.if the guys can do it.the girls would be much better right?and we're so crap.really.I CAN'T EVEN DIG.please.you can't expect us to win when we're like that?arghh.embarrasing SHIT.
i'm going to kill myself if we lose tomorrow.but at least we know what's wrong with us and then we can change and all that.i'm tired.been missing on lunch and playing volleyball at lunch time.my bones and muscles are all hurting and all.i just hope that grandmumsie's trifle is going to cheer me up.BLEAGH.
i'm nervous about tomorrow.but yeahh.i'll pray and do my best.yupp.that should help me.but the best thing to have when you play in a competition is good sportmanship.admit defeat and congratulate the winning team.yupp.they should be able to praise us for that.
i think i'm a bit of a procrastinator.i was reading the girlfriend magazine and forgot all about the comp.yeahh.and the music brought me back to the comp.and i was like.whoops.the comp had been on for no reason.haha.
drake bell looks like jesse mccartney.really.he does look like jesse.
BLEAGH.
my sister said something about my previous entry.she said that all the flowergirls would be too old when i get married.maybe if jiejie joos get's married and has a child.yeahh.maybe i'll use her daughter or something like that.but for now.i can't even imagine my sister having a boyfriend.really.thus.not even getting married and having kids.i can imagin myself but hey.maybe she has plans for her future.but.SHE HAS TO LET ME KNOW IF SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND.and i wanna see him.and see ifhe's good enough for her.tsktsk.my sister must have the best BOYFRIEND.well.after me that is.haha.
urgh.
BILLY IS CUTEE!
i love billy.had a dream with benji,joel and billy in it.it was really good.haha.
BE RIGHT BACK[currently.i'm going to make jello right now.be right back like.really quick]
haha.i'm backk.
yesterday.i was in school.and it was lunch and of course.i had volleyball practice.marilyn was mucking around.as usual.and chanel couldn't stop laughing.and the whole of marilyn's team or those on the other side from me.didn't know that mrs.hoffman was actually looking at them.HAHA.sucked in.and good thing mrs.hoffman wasn't here.or else all of them would have to go to the library and do detention.and let the rest of us play volleyball practice.so yeah.THEY GOT OFF.they're so lucky.anyhoo.
i wanna go blogsurfing.
and SEEING BILLYYY.
tammy bass-ed her way out
