my brutal/harlequin romance

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

rahhs`

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there's comething bothering me.why does 'it' bother me so much?so what if i spell like that?omg.i'm going to tell the whole wide world what you did to my family!

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anyways.did the maths test.think i went ok?yeahhs.then had normal subbies.borrowed a super thick book for english and yeahh.instend to read it within two whole days!yupps.challenging myself for the better?

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i'm mad

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yeahh.SOME people might think so.but yeahh.IDON'TGIVEASHIT.

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byess

tammy bass-ed her way out

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

my face is so bare to the whole wide world.crapp`.

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why do webcam's suck?although it does show you and your relatives.friends may do persuade you to show them how you look like and sometimes.we might look ugly.that's why webcam's suck soo super much.yeahh.

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MATHS=disaster for tammy.

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better study

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BYESS.

tammy bass-ed her way out

Sunday, March 27, 2005

easter sundaee`

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its like.YAY!haha.thinking about how God died for us and all.yeahh.i think the cinema at beverly hills is showing the Passion Of Christ.I THINK.but yeahh.saw it on the billboard.yupps.

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man.there's something wrong with my right hand.its like.always cold.especially in school when i'm writing?and i'm a leftie.woah.there is somethig wrong.yepps.and its cold now?maybe because i use my right hand to use for the mouse and all.yupps.

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hand church today.and it is currently daylight saving time.so yeahh.i'm two hours ahead of singapore now.yupsies.had the choir thing.and then yepps.lammy came in.WITH A MOHAWK!exciting yeahhs.yeahh.and he was wearing the same pink shirt.the one that he likes so much that whenever i talk to him?he only talks about how his pin shirt serves him well and everything.lammy is funny!haha.[btw.lammy is just this name kevin gave to him.his real name is matthew.LAM.yeahhs.]

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yepps.went to peel park.went on the swings!like.i haven't been on the in FOREVER!so nice to be on the swings.and then we played for a bit.kept falling and hitting my butt on the see-saw.was funny though.kimmy was laughing like crazy.then we went back for a little drink and then we went back out again.was funny as!haha.ok.then renee came.its was random too.cos yeahh.didn't expect her there.was on the swing and then she sat on the baby one.yeahh.and we kinda had this game grab thing.and i grabbed her hand and we did something and now i have like this HUMUNGOUS ENORMOUS-ISH thing on my leg.otherwise known as a BRUISE.yes renee if you are reading this.THIS IS PARTLY YOUR FAULT my friend.yess.it is TRUE.and i know that CNGNFVGH is YOU RENEE.IT IS YOUU.

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was playing with ryzabel.zach and cassandra.THEY'RE SO ADORABLE LA!and i learnt from renee[yes again.I KNOW?she keeps appearing.sighhs.she just can't keep herself from popping into my personal life.sighhs.]that the word "CUTE" means "ugly.but interesting"hmm.should stop using the word cute.yeahhs.

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uncle heng FINALLY brought his daughter to meet us.was quite timid cos she was full talking to the guys and i am shy around guys so yeahhs.was with LAMMY.[yes i knowwww.]her name is mandy?i think.dunno the spelling but WHO CARES?i know i don't.haha.okiess.

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then yeahhs.tday was eventful i guess?yepps.wanted to blog yesterday but was at uncle anthony's place for dinns.was funny.and cool.

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for God s loved the world
he gave his only son
that whosever would believe in Him
should not perish but would have everlasting life
EVERLASTING LIFEEE.

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i like that sonng.

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pffst.my bruise is hurting.[THANKS RENEE.yupps.you should owe me something.i know it is partially my fault.but.i'm paying back for it my HAVING THE BRUISE ON MY LEG.PLUS!its hurts too so i have to bear with the pain.oww.]

tammy bass-ed her way out

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

hott`

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was hot today.ok.yeahh.not hot as in hot but it was hot for today.AND I BROUGHT MY RED JUMPER FOR NOTHING?and the blazer too!haha.i'm so DUMB!yeahh.today was good cos *SHE went for camp?yeahh.no more pissing off more people for her i guess.probably whinging about going for some camp she didn't wanna go.TODAY WAS SO FUN!haah.i tell you.okok.wait.lemme catch a breather for a while.PHEW!

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haha.we're all dancing.i like it when all us sisters get so along.better paint justina's nails but before i do.i wanna tell you what happened

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haha

HOHO!

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okok.first we had admin right?*SHE wasn't there.so yeahh.good all in all.had erm.cas first.was sitting with marissa cos *SHE wasn't here.so goood.haha.okok.then.we were talking and we had so much fun!and marissa and the whole group and I HATE HER SO MUCH?omigosh.really.no one likes her?haha.and then it was music.was a good girl.did my work before all the other girls.ahah.whee!then.

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RECESS

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maths.sat with liz.SHE HAS BRACESwoot!*she's gonna get supppperrr oooober cutwhen she finds out that liz got braces.haha.then after maths had TNT was a good girl too.did my work before the rest.haha.i love today.haha.

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then had HSIE.WITH MRS.SOARES!WOOT~!then i was sitting with marissa and i asked her if she like *HERRR[nudge nudge].and she was like no?!*SHE annoys marissa too!for once.i thought that i wasn't the only weirdo that doesn't like *HER.yess.then i showed her my diary.and she laughed her ASS off cos.in my diary i write asterixs[sp?]when *SHE pisses me off.and on monday there was like 8 asterixs and on tuesday it was about the same and when i showed her on wednesday?there was like a MILLION.omigosh.i tell.i was laughing cos she made me laugh so BADLY!haha.i love marissa.she rocks my socks!ahha.and we were talking about how she can't play sport?SERIOUSLY.she can't play netball.cos she doesn't like NOT MOVING?like you know how netball goes when you have the ball you can't move?she hates not moving.so she quitted netball.and then she joined volleyball.THE NET WAS LIKE.HEAPS HIGHER THAN HER.we lost every single game because of her.really.first game we won.and then when she's serving.she shoots it.like.not even to the net.she WON'T EVEN TRY.how bad is her sportsmanship?and she told me that she KNOWS HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL.stupid shit?yeahh.haha.AND I'M NOT BADMOUTHING PEOPLE.ITS REAL.everyone talks about her!haha.yeahh.and then were talking about her basically for the whole of HSIE.haha.

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then marissa was like.I WANT TO SHOW EVERYONE THE DIARY!and i was like.OH YEAH.WE SHOULD.and yeahh.before that.marissa was like.oh yeah!i could do that too!she pisses me off soo much too!and she started writing crosses in her diary to indicate when *SHE was pissing marissa off.haha.so funny!hhaa.thhen.i took my diary and showed liz and cassie and the rest and they were laughing their asses off too!and they were like.WE SHOULD START THAT TOO!

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man today rocked so much!and yeahh.missed out on english cos we had some liturgy thing on and yeahh.the 'action' people were SUPER random i tell you.omigosh!today.WAS THE BEST DAY EVEVEVEVEVEVERRR.

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i love you guys!you guys really rock my socks!I LOVEE YOUUU!

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wheee.NO MORE WITHOUT HERR.

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i tell you.its so funny i can't even explain it.haha.

tammy bass-ed her way out

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

i mood swung so bad just then.guess homework helped me calm down?look benk.i'm really really sorry kies?i didn't mean any of that.it was just in the heat of anger.yepp.

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went to school with only a blazer.and yes.i was freezing.i should wear my jumper from tomorrow onwards.

first period-science:
brought my assignment in.wah crap.i was like.thinking that i did the right thing and next thing i knew i was whinging the whole of science la!i forgot my bibilography.i was practically DEAD.yeahh.and marilyn even worse.forgot her assignment.haha.but at least she knew that she had to bring her bibilography in.unlike me.stupidly forgot the print it out.i'm going get an E for this assignment.I CANNOT FAIL.COS IF I DO.I CAN'T GET INTO 9.1 MATHSSS.*sobsob.and basically for the whole lesson.we slacked the whole way.cos MRS.MILLER IS NICE TEACHER!

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vicky is on her discman.and yes.she's singing out of tune.well.i know i'm not in the right to say that.but really.she's trying to sing low like pierre.and obviously.she's a girl and she can't reach to such a low note?haha.

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okok.period two-[what did i have?]right.erm.english:
was supposed to go to the library but NO.ms.greg stole the room from us.that STEALER.pffst.yeah.but at least we got to finish our given topic.yeahh.we got onto our next one.we have to name down all the books we like to read and then we have to hand it in to the librarians.yep.mrs.hofman will be there.and she'll help mee.bleagh.but.mrs.kauffman kept us in in room ten cos she had to talk to us about our next topic.yepps.

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RECESS`

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period three- PD/H/PE:
yay!love pe for like.ONCE IN MY LIFE.had to do theory?was too cold to swim yesterday so finished the dvd earlier?yeahhs`.it was fun.did like.theory work for the whole period of PE.slackedd too.cos.MRS.JANSSEN IS A NICE TEACHER TOO!

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period four-maths:
went to room six.did math stuff like usual.but it was alright.was so tired in this one.haha.maths is easy man.cos.MR.DAWSON A.K.A MR.D IS SUCH A NICE TEACHER ALSO!

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LUNCHH`-met mrs.mclay for music assignment.she's so nice i tell you.haha.

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period five-CAS a.k.a catholic studies:
was ok i guess?did different aspects of the christian/catholic "rituals".talked about buddhism.and hinduism.and muslim-ism[i dunno how to call them].was so fun kies?never knew different cultures could be so interesting.haha.cos.MRS.BOSS IS SUCH A NICE TEACHER!

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period six-HSIE[geography]:
mygoodness!didn't feel like studying cos it was the last period of the day!was writing down notes and doing my title page at the same time.haha.the whole lesson was spent on studying but it felt like a whole discussion thing going on?yeahh.funn`.and yeahh.then we packed up and we went outside the room to wait.and i was the teacher if her glasses was valentino and she was like.yeahh.my husband chose it for me cos he thought that this shape was really cat like and i so happened to love it so we bought it.but the rest that i have are dior.yeahh.so i was like cool!and she was like.laughing at akira when i finished saying cool.haha.strange but yeahh.cos krystan,alicia,mimi and tara were laughing at her cos she had like bronzer on and she looked orange?i couldn't see anything but.haha.mrs.soares was like akira.you should use foundation that has 400 in it.and i'm like.what?!and she was like.yes girls.for people who have oilve skin should use 400 foundation.and i'm like.hokay.and she said to tara that she should use 200 or something like that.haha.yeahh.and then she said that she was going to have a turkey's chin?yeahh.sagging chins are a no-no for her.she cares so much for her skin i tell you.and she's such a good teacher i tell you.she's so fun to be with!cos.MRS.SOARES IS A NICE TEACHER!she has practically been round the world i tell you!amazing!

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bell rings

we all rush for the bus.yeahh.haha.

hooray!

came home.

ate my little lunch thing

did homework.

blogging now!

going to blog surff.

byess.

tammy bass-ed her way out

i'm not bad-mouthing you.

i didn't know.

i really didn't know?!

sorry dude.

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geesh.benk?i was not bad mouthing you.and talking about me not knowing people said that you had a firm butt is NOT BADMOUTHING YOU?ok?and if you didn't know.it hurts.yeahh.and besides.i'm not talking "BAD" about you?and when i talk bad.its when i swear heaps?and heaps?and heaps more.yeahh.and i start backstabbing you behind your back?so kies.yepp.explain myself.if you don't wanna forgive me that HOKAY.cos.i don't really need it.yeahh.

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oh yeahh.i have an attitude problemany problem with that?

no?

leave me alone then?to talk what i want.yepps.

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yeahh.don't piss me off people.i am in a very bad mood today.dunno why but yeahh.probably cos i read goblin's tagboard and maybe because also i was freezing my ass off in the rain and STRONG WINDS?yeahh.collld

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brr`

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oh and by the way?I DO HAVE RESPECT FOR YOU?if i don't?i'd probably be spitting at your feet right now.

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oh i am so angry.

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i have to so calm down.

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i'm going to read the bible

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"But,He, being full of compassion, forgave their iniquity,
And did not destroy them. Yes, many at a time He turned His anger away, And did not stir up all His wrath."

Psalm 78:38

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"Your hands have made me and fashioned me.
Give my understanding, that i may learn Your commandments"
Psalm 119:78

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goodness.the Lord's word has definitely cooled me down.

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i need to do my homework.byess.

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sorry i made this post about you benk.just wanted to share my thoughts a little bit.cos.i thought that i was accused wrongly.yeahh.

tammy bass-ed her way out

Monday, March 21, 2005

boong.

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my geog test is overr.whee.uergh.science assignment is due tomorrow.got my drafts all signed off.can feel the pressure of year 9.and i don't really like the feeling a lot yeahh?but thinking how my friends back in singapore suffer so much i'm motivated to do my work i guess.feeling to down and sleepy ever since the weather turned cold.gonna lose an hour of sleep at the end of the month.but that means that i'll be albe to stay up later to talk to friends online.yupp.haha.guess there are some pros and cons yeahh?

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brought my swimming stuff with me.and yeahh.lugged it around for nothing.imagine.carrying swimming costume,bikini,goggles,swimming cap,deoderant,my big fat brush and a heavy esprit towel all around school.for the whole day.sighh.bag so heavy.my locker is so so so so full.can't even put my school books in there.i'm such a terrible person.can't even keep myself neat.but yeahh.my hair can't be messy?yeahh.and my folds on my skirt can't be messy too?haha.and erm.my blazer must always be straight unless i'm sitting down?and yeahh.friends call me a perfectionist.well.i don't think i am.my room is messy as!haha.

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was cold in school.was expected to swim but yeahh.as you can tell.i didn't.cos it was toooo cold.yeahh.was alright today.*she didn't piss me off again.terrible girl.ahha.and all thanks to liz.thank you for getting my show bag!huggss.PAIGGE WARTON AND CHANEL ROISTACHER!BLEAGH!DON'T LIKE YOU!those two girls are going for the easter show.uuuurgh.DOOG PAVILION!hmmpfh.

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well.at least i got to go to the easter show TWO times last year.wanna go to LUNA PARKK like what jie jie did.haha.should go on the long weekend.WHEE!I HAVE EASTER HOLS!FRIDAY,SATURDAY,SUNDAY AND MONDAY I'M OFF SCHOOL!wheee.haha.can catch up on my TNT work and my maths test thing.sighhh.terribleterrible.

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i think i'm weird.cos.i can't wait for the harry potter book 6 to come out.feel like reading all of a sudden.yeahh.

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liz jigged school just because she had to get her separaters off.like as if.and the other day.she missed out on school cos it was too pain.like.WAH LAU EH.(sorry if i'm like.all ah beng-ish but i think this is like.way too much to miss out on school?)and she's always copying my work when she's not here?geesh.yeahh.and she was full talking about how much pain she was in?haha.and yeahh.

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there was this certain *girl* in my school.and she her "bestie best" friend told us that her parents and both of them were going to be at the easter show.and yeahh.talk shit?then she changed the story and told us that her mom and her "bestie best" friend's mom decided not to come?yeahh.talk shit.and she missed out on mikayla and rebekah's birthday?stupidpieceofshit.pffst.and yeahh.she caused all of us to change dates to go for the easter show and some of us can't even go now?BECAUSE OF TWO OF THEM "TWINS"?and puh-lease.YOU GUYS ARE NOT TWINS.and stop cloning PARIS HILTON.there are enough shit biaches around.yeahh.so stop it and don't add on to the "HEY-I-AM-SUCHA-PIECE-OF-SHIT-BITCH"population.yeahh.

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whee.got it all off.haha.

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i needed that.

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woah.goblin's chatterbox is like full of girls!
SARAH!YOU'RE SUCHA PERV!FIRM BUTT?GEESH?you sound like he was BOTOX IN HIS BUTT!hahahaha.
sarah.don't get hypo on goblin.he has enough of fans yeah?and i don't think benk feels the same as goblin?yeahh.i don't remember anyone saying that he was a firm butt?haha.

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man.today was one heck of a cold day man.

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LET US WEAR OUR WINTER UNIFORM!

tammy bass-ed her way out

Sunday, March 20, 2005

i just need a little bit more time`

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its SO INFURIATING!so many exams and assignments to go through!
monday[today]-english exam
tuesday-geography exam
wednesday-science assignment due
thursday-i know its a free day but i have to study up for maths.BUY BLACK SKIRT FROM CINCH
friday-easter service and little choir thing
saturday-free day.study up on maths
sunday-church.choir.
see.although we don't get as much homework as the singgiepore people.we have ASSIGNMENTS AND EXAMS TO DO.sigh.*she pissed me off again today.wonder if this is what she does to live or something.or if she works next time.she'll probably do this for a living or something.siao cha bo.

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anyway.got swimming tomorrow.i'm not scared.at least for once.last lesson i think?haha.wanna change my template again.i should though.ahha.and maybe i should start making my own skins.or MAYBE not.yeahh.

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should i go for roisin's party?i dunno.depends on mummy.i don't care if i don't go?yeahh.not close to her anyway.ok.this msn thing popping out is annoying me.JOEL FUN SOMETHING SOMETHING!DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR MODEM KIES?urghghh.okok

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have to do music assignment.

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ciaos you all.

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i have making HARDHARDHARD decisions.they suck

tammy bass-ed her way out

boing`

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talked to daeun yesterday online.OHMIGOSH.its sooo cool.haven't seen her in like.what.FIVE YEARS?!yeahh.she migrated to the US when she was in pri 3 i think?yeahh.miss her heaps man.and she's got braces?yeahh.haha.i love daeun.should send her a birthday gift from great ol' aussie.yepps.

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i wanna go for the easter concert.AND WHAT THEY'RE WEARING?GOSH.I WANT TO BE THERE TOO.and i wish time could turn back and i'd be in family camp too.yeahh.i miss bethany.

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sigh

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i wanna ponder

tammy bass-ed her way out

Thursday, March 17, 2005

rahhs`

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everyone like just got back from camp and they talking about how fun it was.pssft.well.I DIDN'T GET TO GO.SO YEAHH.stuff that.i'm so lonely here in australia.with no one to go to camp with.boohoo.i just got outta the shower.i stank like some fish and some dog with mud.HAHA.no jokes.i just thought that i semlt bad so yeahh.went and showered.it was freaking COLD today.stupid cyclone.cause people to freeze to death.pssfft.i was playing golf at the golf range and yeahh.was on the top deck.AND I WAS FREEEZING.MY ASS OFF.yes.and i was shaking.and practically VOLUNTEERLY?yeah.suriya.mikayla and rebekah were like.I'M COLLLDDD.yeahh.i pity rebekah.she didn't bring her jacket with her.HAHA.poor thing.i had shorts on kies?my legs were like.brr.cold.haha.suriya and mikayla were wearing their jackets and trackies.and STUPID ME.go and change into shorts la!i had like.my trackies on!and i changed.i made the stupid wrong decision again.ahaha.

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golf was good today.but we only got to hit like.what?15 balls.that's so little kies.i usually hit more than that.but should play when the weather is good.couldn't hit the balls that far cos i was freezing and the wind was hitting back so the balls went like.towards us.but.NO.the winds weren't that strong till it hit us.thank God.yepp.

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suriya's a nice girl.she's so helpful and everything.eurgh.i'm like.addicted to like.GOLF.its always like that.when i played volleyball.i was like adddddicccted to it.and now.play golf.again for a very long time.and i'm addicted to it.AGAIN.haha.daddy should bring me to the golf range again.someday when he's free.

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was sleeping quite peacefully last night.woke up cos this guy was shouting to his girlfriend.and yeahh.the girlfriend was screaming shrilly back to him.but aprils mom was like."SHUT THE F%^*& UP!"and then he left.thank you mrs.april's mom.for once?yeahh.usually.its april that wakes me up.she practically SCREAMS.when she wakes up?woah.wonder how her voice does that to her.haha.

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went to miranda fair today.went we got off.i was like following tegan around who was following amy?haha.follow the leader girls!haha.yeahh.had to go to some craft shop and find for some bear joint thinga majiggy.and eyes for some sewned up bear.haha.mrs.young's class.woahwee.haha.okok.then.we went to some shop and she said oh.we don't have any.and then we tried the bear factory?but wasn't open.stupid damn shop.walk so far.then tegan was like.walking back and she was like.I CAN'T.I HAVE A HOLIDAY ON AND I CAN'T GO WITH YOU!I HAVE TO GO BACKK.and then she left and i left my bags with her and went with amy.ahha.she's so funny.WE RAN ALL THE WAY TO THE OTHER SIDE OF MIRANDA FAIR.so tiring kies?the trip from one side of miranda fair to the other side is like.WOAH.LONG.and summore we were RUNNING.poor amy.had her bag with her.then we went to lincraft and we found it.and then we RAN BACK TO THE BUS STOP.and this guy who knew tegan who was from de la selle was holding on to my bags and told me that tegan had left?haha.ok.so i took my bags and when i did.jiejie joos came.with simone and some other girl and danni.and i was like.hey.why are you here?and then the de la selle boy was like.OH GOD!TEGAN LEFT WITHOUT YOU!haha.you missed you HOLIDAY.haha.she had to wait for like.for half an hour?for some other bus to take her home.haha.poor thing.

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met up with vicky and bought mikayla and rebekah's present.ahah.spent so much kies?i'm like.broke.and my heart is hurting.I DON'T SPEND SO MUCH ON MYSELF.and i'm paying $$ for them.sighsighsigh.tammy is so giving.haha.

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VICKY GOT A LABEL PRINTER FOR SIGNING UP TO SOME COMPETITION!.lucky girl.

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i'm going to sign up for more competition label thingy.that way i can receive more things.haha.okok.

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today is such an eventful day.

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whee.

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shit.have choir later.WAHHH.travel all the way to RYDE!not fairrrrr.so tiring one kies?boohoo.

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hoho.i'm sucha a lazy peeg.

tammy bass-ed her way out

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

its really cold today.

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everyone was freezing to death.well.not everyone but.karishma was full standing in the rain.crazy girl.haha.today in the music lesson.marilyn.leah.and allanah were playing with the instruments.and WOAH.were they good.played shut up.HAHA.and when marilyn said the song was shut up.everyone was cracking up cos mrs.mcclay was like."what song are you going to play marilyn?"andd then maz went"oh the song is called SHUT UP."and it sounded like asking to teacher to shut up.haha.so funny.

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my fingers are cold.brr.

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my feet is cold too.i pity those people who had to swim today.but it seemed like no one swum.so yeahh.there's swimming tomorrow.i wonder if its cold.cos if it is.i'm not going to swim.brrrrr.

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i miss daeun.

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CAMILLE ANN GEORGE,BEN KWOK,NAOMI NG,AND JOSPEH LIM.
i sent your birthday gifts already!so.you're going to receive it soon!

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DAEUN!I SENT YOUR LETTER ALREADY!BE READY TO RECEIVE IT DEAR!

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i'm so bored now.might as well blog surf.

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oh and too anonymous.i don't give a damn if you want to UP ME!so yeahh.up yours too.have fun having something up your little hairy ASS.

tammy bass-ed her way out

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

I DID IT!

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twentyfour crazy laps.haha.i DID IT!i'm so proud of myself.haha.i finally did it!i shall not tell you the time.afterwards you guys would make fun of me.haha.i'm so HYPO!but tired at the same time.i towed.got 3 minutes and 55 seconds or something like that.haha.

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i was so nervous before!CNA YOU BELIEVE IT?actually.it was quite ok.haha.was fun with emma around.did like.WOAH.so many breaststrokes can!i think my shoulder broadened a little bit.i think i swum too much.haha.next.is running.SIGH.i'm not in the water.I'M ON MY FEET.its going to be a crazy year.

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sigh.so many things going on this weekend.
thursday-reconciliation[boring shit]
friday-golf!yay.so long never play.
saturday-mikayla and rebekah's party.crap.haven't got their present yet!
sunday-church.choir practice.better practice
see.i have to do so many things.

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sigh.did so much typing my fingers hurt.and my arms hurt too!my chest hurts cos of the breaststroke.SUFFFEERRR.

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but all in all.i'm good.haha.and marilyn forgot her keys.so she came home with me first.we were talking about FUNERALS.haha.about yeye and everything.i think that i should stop looking at my blog in school.I'M SO TERRIBLE.what if *SHE sees?I'M LIKE.SI QIAO QIAO.

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haha.

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who are you anonymous?
are you someone that i know?

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tammy bass-ed her way out

Monday, March 14, 2005

stress.

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tomorrow is the day.the day of twentyfour laps.i think i'll die.but you know what.the Lord will give me so much strength that i can do it!

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i'm scared.no one was pestering me today.school was alright.

tried blogging in school but it took too long and the bell rung so i had to shut it down.

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don't feel like blogging today.bye

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tammy bass-ed her way out

shh.

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not supposed to come here.

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in school right now.in science.MWAHAHA.

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will blog more when i'm home

SEE YASS

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shh.

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not supposed to come here.

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in school right now.in science.MWAHAHA.

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will blog more when i'm home

SEE YASS

tammy bass-ed her way out

shh.

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not supposed to come here.

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in school right now.in science.MWAHAHA.

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will blog more when i'm home

SEE YASS

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

i think i'm sick.i've been getting headaches and i just popped TWO nurofen tablets yesterday night.urgh.and i'm getting headaches again.

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but on a lighter note.AT LEAST I GOT INVITED TO A PARTY.yeah.AND *SHE WASN'T INVITED.thank goodness.they party hostesses don't like her either.haha.THE INVITATION IS SO CUTE!mine has like hamtaro's and everything.*awww*.they had like different pictures for each invitation!unique.haha.mikayla and rebekah ave out the invitation like this morning.and i was like.asking them if *SHE was invited and they were like."oh no!why would we invite her?we don't like her either".and yeahh.then i was like.ha.and then i left for admin.haha.ok.then.i showed her my invitation on purpose.HAHA.it was so funny.and then she saw it.and she was like in a full high pitched voice saying erm."WHAT?WHERE IN MIRANDA FAIR?LIKE.THESE PEOPLE HAVE LIKE.A.I-DON'T-CARE-WHERE-WE-MEET ATTITUDE!!!"and then she looked away.i almost died of erm.her screaming.so LOUD kies?haha.SERVES YOU RIGHT YOU OLD COW!show off roisin's party invivtation!i'll show mine off!haha.and yeahh.you know what she said the other day? she said that she couldn't go to a party if she didn't get and "official" invitation.WHAT?!this person is such a dickhead.really she is.AT LEAST YOU GOT A FREAKING INVITATION.stupid old cow.

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so yeahh.my day was like.perpectually spent bitching about *her.haha.and she think's that everyone likes her cos.erm.of her nephew?talk cock man.her nephew is one subject.*HER total shitness about her is another issue.yeahh.you know what.i think i'll ignore her from now onwards.cos she's like.not worth talking to?yeahh.i guess that.some people always think that they're always right?well.let them think this way.when they go out into the outside world.they would know what its like not changing when you could've changed before.and that YOUR FRIENDS HATE YOU.

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yeahh.today wasn't quite a good day i guess.first.at lunch time.i went to talk to rebekah and mikayla WITH CHANEL.and then they were like.calling my name and all?like.no offence to my friends read this but.you guys were like annoying me and everything?calling my chinese name and all?i was just talking to SOME FRIENDS.there's no harm in doing that right?its not like you guys would die or something?geesh.and yeahh.i thought cassie was like.feeling sick.and she could like shout and call my name out.yeahh.talk ABOUT BEING SICK.mhmm.rrright.and then you know what liz said?tammy.you can't come back to the group again.and then she took my bag and like.threw it on the ground.HELLO?!its my bag.i know its not like.pretty or anything.but my bag contains my school stuff and if you like to vandalise my stuff.i don't mind taking your school books and everything in your bag and SPRAY PAINT IT.yupp.if you do that one more time.i'll do that.or if you get on my nerves again.and SORRY.but if you find me cranky in school.think about what you said to me FIRST.before you actually realize that its your fault you're talking about me?!yeahh.and don't think that i'm not "there" not listening cos I AM.yeahh.and i'm not looking at anyone?but yeahh.you know yourselves about what you did.damn.oh and yeahh.*SHE full went at me.cos we were talking about the easter show.and yeahh.she said that her mom "RECKONS"that she could go to the easter show.and i was like."oh yeahh.i could probably persuade my mom and dad to let me go?"and then.HER BIG STUPID UGLY COW MOUTH opened and said that my mom WOULD NEVER ALLOW me to go to the easter show?hello.if she didn't.i would've have gone LAST YEAR.YUPP.FOR TWO TIMES.i'm not a dickheadlike you are.stupid old cow.

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EVERYONE STOMP ON THE FAT UGLY OLD COW!

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gosh.i needed that.every single time.she thinks i'm her "WALKING DIARY".tammy.where are we.tammy this.tammy that.SHUT UP!

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i can't stand it.sometimes i think that daddy made like a wrong choice of coming here.i dunno.but stupid old PETTY aussie friends here are like.SUPER SUPER PETTY.if you don't get invited to a party.they don't like it.GROW UP YOU OLD JUVENILE KIDS!they actually stop talking to you if you don't invite this particular person to your party.stupid right?stupid old pigs.

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urgh

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i hate today.i hate it all.so much homework.FOR ONCE.

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stupid school

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stupid friends

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stupid attitudes

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STUPID EVERYTHING

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Friday, March 11, 2005

i feel sick.
really.as in sick as in i'm feeling nausea-ish.dunno what i ate this morning or thought f this morning that made me sick.watched cats to make me feel better.and it did.cos i'm kinda addicted to cats.can't seem to stop watching it.oh!all the scenes in there are fantastic.love CATS to bits.sigh.rum tum tugger is sexy.really sexy.don't mind making out with him.AHAHA.and Mistoffelees too.he's cute in the musical.but not in real life that is.i think he's gay or something?yeahh.read it somewhere.

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i miss singapore all of a sudden.like.the urge to go back is really tempting.but my father sent us here to live a better life and i was thinking about that over and over again last night.and i was comparing my singapore studies to my australian studies and WOAH.can you imagine.i was so bad in singapore.i was in NORMAL.and now i'm like.in SUPER SPECIAL EXPRESS whatever.so yeahh.though i want to go back.i realized that i'm going back for my friends.and of course bethany.not that i'm leaving bethany behind or anything.i would ive anything up to go back t bethany and learn God's Word.but.now.i think i'll concentrate in studying.and do the best that i've never done before.guess there's a lot in a person's life you can never see.and that the person would never reveal.((:i love singapore

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i think today i woke up at around 11.40 am.was quite tired last night.nathlene came over cos her family went for some cruise or something.i wonder why she didn't go.maybe she's too young or something.but.the other time we went for a cruise she went.funny.why the parents can't bring her along.but none the less.had quite a fun time with her.haha.didn't know what time her parents came to pick her up.was sleeping in my DOOOONNNA.i love my doona cover.its from ikea.gogo and granny bought it for me.i like it very much.

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whee.i feel like going to ikea now.i love to look at the beds and all.AND.i LOVE THE SWEDISH MEATBALLS.yummsies.and the poached salmon in some cream sauce thing.its soooo good.

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yay.i like my skin on my blog.its niceee.

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

i'm really tempted to change my skin.

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getting quite bored of this one.and its quite hard to find a skin that i actually like.MAYBE I SHOULD TRY DRUMS.yeah.maybe i should.yepps.crap.it doesn't have any with DRUMS in it.trying out for electric guitars.hope i find something on it.ok great.has nothing on electric guitars too.shitty shitty crap crap.

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it has something on cellos.but its not really.nice.its quite boring.I NEED TO FIND SOMETHING.I WANT TO CHANGE LAYOUT.pfft.

so hard to find one.

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ok.you know what.i'll probably do this some other time.i'm so busy blog surfing that.i'd rather do that than this.

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so.yeah.cranky today.pfft.can stand her.

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

hmm.

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i got pissed off by *her again.SHE'S IS SO ANNOYING.really.don't mind killing her if murder wasn't a crime.BUT.no.i shall not murder in my heart.ITS SINNING.tsktsk.tammy is badd.wahaha.going to buy camille's present soon!i'm such a procrastinator.haha.

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today.when i went to school.marilyn felt too guilty so she told me THAT SHE LOST JOOS' CAMERA.YES.THE DIGITAL ONE.AT THE GREEN DAY AND SIMPLE PLAN CONERT.CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.I CAN'T.and its not even my camera.i seriously don't care.but.she's so careless.tsktsk.marilyn is badd.but i'm sure that it'll be found soon.haha.

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had a good day at school today.have to do my church work.
CAN'T WAIT FOR DANCING TO START!
so irritating.people always ask me why i change my CCA so much.in australia its not really a CCA.they have activities every term.
term one-volleyball
term two-dancing "the jive"
term three-dunno yet
term four-volleyball[late year competitions]
so yeah.you see.its just how it goes.you choose your activity.and you get what you want.they think that you have to try something new every term.so its kinda good i guess.trying something new.yepp.so.its all good.I WAS SO GOOD IN GEOGRAPHY TODAY.AND IN MATHS TOO!haha.learned grouped data and synthetic data or something like that.its quite a boring subject though.

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omg.

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all of mrs.soares's glasses ARE DIOR.ALL OF THEM.EVEN THE CHEENA POK ONES TOO.and the ones that she wears to school HAVE DIAMONDS AT THE SIDE.must be damn EX MAN!

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gessh

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guess i made the right decision for *you.i guess we're better off friends.no point pushing myself to be with *you.though.i still love *you.

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sigh.

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

stop talking about me.esp behind my friggin back?

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gosh!today.i think she liked.pissed me off like.26 TIMES.and she full went on going asking me if i was going to _ _ _ _ _ _'_ party.and i wasn't invited?DON'T DISS ME YOU BITCH.i don't care if i'm not invited.i'm not her good friend and i don't care if you're her good friend.I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU SAY.and i did not steal your FREAKING SHIT EASY QUESTIONS THAT MY SISTER TOLD ME?SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE TO SAME QUESTIONS.WHY DO YOU ALWAYS PICK ON ME?you have some mental problem i tell you.really.you do.and this morning.YOU'D FEEL DIRTY AFTER A BIRD PEE-ED ON YOU WOULD'NT YOU?WHY CAN'T I SAY THAT?NO NEED TO SCREAM AT ME YOU BITCH!IF YOU WANT TO SCREAM AT ME I'LL SCREAM AT YOU TOO!DON'T UNDERESTIMATE ME!you freaking little FLY.i smash you to bits.you piece of shit!
I HATE YOU.I WONDER WHY I HAVE TO SIT NEXT TO YOU IN SCIENCE.AND DON'T SAY I HATE YOU COS I DO.AND I HATE SITTING WITH YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FRIEND.[your little friend is NICE.UNLIKE YOU.]I'D MUCH PREFER TO SIT ALONE THAN TO SIT WITH YOU LITTLE BITCH.no wonder no one likes you!I'M NOT GOING TO ADD YOU ON MSN.really.i'm serious.EVERYONE HATES YOU!you're such a little SHORT MENACE!YOU ACT SO FRIGGIN JUVENILE!

EURGH!

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don't wanna talk about it anymore.i sound like some crazy demon there.shh.

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ON LIGHTER THINGS.no bird pee-ed on me today.goodgood.yeahh.and i got praised by mrs.soares.hmm.its good she's thinking for once.HAHA.

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OK.
I WANNA BLOG SURF.BYESS.

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I HATE YOU YOU LITTLE SHORTIE SHIT.

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Monday, March 07, 2005

so bummed out

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my friends were suffering from the TWENTYFOUR LAPS they had to swim today.i made up some excuse!whee.i'm so pro.missed out like.THREE SWIMMING LESSONS!hahaha.anyways.

i'e freaking tired.and bummed out.cos.next week i have to swim.THAT'S SO SHIT.really.sorry i'm swearing cos.i really don't wanna swim again.cos.the last lesson i swum.i almost died from lack of breathing.was so scary kiess.phew.goos thing mrs.janssen calmed me down.really.if she didn't.elizabeth would be like.all frantic and everything.so scary.and then went to student services and got the ventolin puff.haha.in those kiddie inhaler stuff.was quite fun kies.and erm.since that day.I'M SCARED OF POOL WATER.really.i am.phew!thank God saved me man.

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today.was feeling quite alone-ish.didn't want to talk to anyone.

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i was having lunch.and this STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID CROW.which i tell you.has THIS HUGE BELLY AND FAT LEGS AND EVERYTHING.

PEE-ED ON ME.

YES.IT URINATED ON ME.

URGH!it went on marissa too.just pure bad luck yeahh?eurgh.has this yellow watery stuff on me.pfft.just pure shit-ness man.

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i so did not expect that to happen to me?and good thing i finished my lunch.it kinda wet my lunch box too.stupid bird.wait till i see you and then i'll strangle you to DEATH.pfft.

REALLY!

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i felt so dirty after that.but i'm so lazy to bathe.URGH.i'm sucha a dirty peeg.

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haha.fine.shall bathe now.

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i'm doing my science project and CONVERSING at the same time.i'm smarmy.WAHAHAH.

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oh.wait.WATCHING THE BIGGEST LOSER TOO.i'm such a LENGEND MAN.really.i'm so.can-do-so-many-things-at-one-time.

HEEHEE

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it was so cold today.really.it was.freeezing my bedonkey off.woahwee.ITS GOING TO BE WINTER SOON!weeeee.no swimming!wahaha.

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okok.i shall not do this now.fidn that i can't seem to concentrate.

seeyasss.

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

cleaned the church today
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it was fun but.matthew and renee and erin were like all there and blahs.

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cleaned the leaves out and all.wiped the windows and all.it was fun.AND EMMA WAS THERE.she's sooo cute.little girl.LOOKS LIKE LORRAINE.ARGHHH.just that she's younger and all.hahaa.

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yeahh.raizahbel[sp?]is SO CUTE TOO!.awww.she let's everyone carry her!

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i'm so ready for church tomorrow.

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so yeahh.SEE Y`ALL TOMORROW!

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

I'M AT TEGAN'S PLACE.wickedd.

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haha.they don't know about this.i think that i should be the one NOT understanding it.cos.it too me like three whole year to understand blogging.ANYWAYYSSS.

i should go now and and erm.

BLOG LATERRRS

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

my thumb got jarred

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OW

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crazy volleyball ball.urgh.and we were aplying when the winds were so strong!and our skirts were flying!really.it was.and some of the year 7's were there.they were playing with us.IT WAS FUN!with the skirt flying thing.MWAHAHAHAHA.yeahh.and megan hit the bal till it 'flew' out of the gate/fence thing.MWAHAHAHAHA!

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i got this thing with MWAHAHAHAHA.heehee.
i think i'm crazy!like.for the time being.URGHURGHURGH.
i have to go to school later.for some stupid information thing.AND I HAVE TO GO WITH MUMMY AND DADDY.WHYWHYWHYWHYYYYY???!!!

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fe-rus-te-ra-ted

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i look like some freak now.screaming and all.i really hate this.WHY MUST IT BE BEFORE THE SWIMMING CARNIVAL???

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sometimes.you don't even know it sucks so much to swim and swim and swim in THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYSSS.yes.it is true.
wednesday[today]:swimming/period four
thursday:SWIMMING CARNIVAL/PFFFFTTT.
friday:swimming/PERIOD ONE!/TIMED SWIM.

i'm going to die

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probably go for the stupid mass swim and then i'll stay out for the events.wanted to bludge friday.but.I HAVE MY VOLLEYBALL MATCH.so i have to come.and suffer for the timed swim.probably won't even finish the freeeeaking TWENTY-FOUR-LAPS.

yepp.you heard me right.TWENTY-FOUR-LAPS.say hello to sufering tomorrow TAMMY!

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probably gonna suffer from stress and then get all feverish.and then i'll have numerous asthma attacks and then i'll hyperventilate and DIE.

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i love volleyball.

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really.

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i do.

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byess

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